I so missed the good old days of being young and not having to worry a single shit about anything. Leading a happy and carefree life with no troubles, no worries and nothing.
I used to believe that as long as I treat others with true kindness and sincerity, I will receive the same treatment from others too.

Nevertheless, I was so so wrong!
Just because of all/most of the people which I have encountered are nice does not make the unkind/ selfish/ black-hearted people non-existent.

The nice and kind world which I have always think that I had lived in had vanished.
Well, perhaps it had not even existed.
Human beings are indeed selfish and only care about themselves.
No one will bother if you are alive or dead, nor will anyone bother to offer you a helping hand, which will ease your burden greatly at the expense of their own minimal/ almost non-existent sufferings.

I have to learn to grow up.
I have to learn to become independent.
I have to learn not to rely on others.
I have to learn to solve my problems on my own.

Bye bye beautiful world.